So while on vacation, away from home and work it was so “natural” to focus on loving my husband. I wanted to know what he was interested in and what he wanted to do. I wasn’t “worried” about whether or not we’d get to “my” thing. I just knew we would. We’re home now and I don’t want to lose that ability to not “worry” about me and “my thing”. As I’ve processed these thoughts, I feel like God let me know that is how He feels about me sometimes, a lot of the time actually. He’d like me to focus on loving Him, watching for Him and being interested in what and when He is doing something. Then He’d like me to join Him!
“May the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be pleasing in you sight O Lord, my Rock, and my Redeemer.” Psalm 19:14 (NIV)