Okay, so now the rubber meets the road. I am only in control of me and sometimes that’s questionable! 🙂
I’m in the middle of a circumstance that I did not directly choose but I agreed to and now I seriously doubt the validity of the situation. However, I have no concrete reason except my own “gut”. So as I prayed last night and this morning, “Lord, help me love this person and trust you with the outcome.” I realized that the problem is I don’t want to be taken advantage of or hurt. So it’s time. Time for me to live what I believe. I believe God is in charge. He will not abandon me. He will protect me. He loves me. Deuteronomy 4:29, Hebrews 10:23
Keeping it simple. I am to love God with all my heart, soul, and mind and love my neighbor as myself. HE will take care of the rest.
So here I go, “for this I have Jesus.”