These thoughts intrigue me. “If your idea is big enough you only have room for one.” And, “The trouble with us is that the passion for variety puts God in list with other things.” (G. Campbell Morgan) I was thinking about this. What difference does it make if we have lots of variety in our life? I would say in lots of ways variety describes my life. Variety because I like to try new things. I like to learn. However I can honestly say that the old saying “Jack of all trades, master of none” pretty much sums me up. I can cook but I’m not a chef. I can do a few athletic type things but only at a mediocre level. I can sing but I’m not really a soloist. I can play piano but again not really a lead or soloist type. The list could go on but you get my drift. Now I’m not complaining for example that I’m not a chef. I’ve never wanted to be one. The point is in order to “feed” all of my interests (there are MANY more) I don’t spend a lot of time going deep into any of them. Some things are for a season of life. That’s okay. But right now I can tell you have not scrapbooked in over a year. Why? Because there are so many other things in my life I felt like I needed to do first. Other things take priority. You may not think that is a great loss but I sort of do. Scrapbooking is another way to journal and I totally believe in journaling.
Recently Mark and I have taken on an assignment at a church to help them grow their worship, specifically through their music. This has caused me to shuffle my priorities and focus more on music than I have in years. I’m listening much more attentively. I’ve gotten out some old learning materials to remind myself of some good old theory. I’ve actually sat and practiced music at the piano. I got out my keyboard AND it’s manual! 🙂 Since this is taking up more of my time, something else had to go. I chose not to take another counseling class for a couple of months. We hired a college student to help with cleaning the house. Adjustments had to be made. When I watch TV, listen to my co-workers and read magazines I hear the “I can conquer all” mentality. If I really pay attention to that I could feel bad that I can’t take care of my own house – especially since our kids are grown and it’s only me and my husband at home. In fact, I did feel that way for years. Now I know better. In order to do something well you have to give it time and energy. You can’t do that with everything in your life. You have to make choices – focus.
Why is this important? Back to the beginning thought, if your idea is big enough there is only room for one. In my life a main focus is learning to live daily with an infinite God, God with no limits. Because of that I’m willing to do crazy things like drive an hour and a half to another church to help them grow their worship and set aside for a season a few other things in my life. I’m excitedly watching to see what my infinite God will do, and when He will do it, and even how He will do it. What are you choosing to focus on right now?